Mackie
07-09-2007, 01:50 PM
this isnt exactly high culture, ive been trying to nail down my fears in a few words the past years and i finally got something close to what i feel.
woke up the other day from horrible nightmares and went straight to computer to type this down:
"I just realized that the worst dreams to me, arent about what evil can do to me but rather what the evil in me can do,
about how the evil in me can be.
what the evil can be in me
what the evil in me can be"
That basically means that I dont have even nightmares about something bad happening to me, practically I have no fear when it comes to that.
My most horrible dreams and what i fear is that I can and could harm others.
That or I just fear of harming others more than harm coming to me.
woke up the other day from horrible nightmares and went straight to computer to type this down:
"I just realized that the worst dreams to me, arent about what evil can do to me but rather what the evil in me can do,
about how the evil in me can be.
what the evil can be in me
what the evil in me can be"
That basically means that I dont have even nightmares about something bad happening to me, practically I have no fear when it comes to that.
My most horrible dreams and what i fear is that I can and could harm others.
That or I just fear of harming others more than harm coming to me.